Thursday, June 12, 2008;
i hate caffeine right now.
i cant sleep :(
bah.
must be due to the dumb drink i had.
yes, i'm that dumb to drink it at night when i know that it may affect my sleep -.-
this is going to be a long post cause i'm feeling kinda talkative right now (not that i'm really talking), so.. brace yourselves?
after tossing and turning for a little over an hour, i decided to use the computer instead.
it's quite frustrating to do nothing for one whole hour, knowing that your time can be better spent doing other more productive things.
i'm not saying that blogging is productive though.
i just want to
pen down type a few thoughts that i have and hopefully
sleep soon.
while trying to get to sleep, i tried to think of songs to (dont laugh!) erm, lullaby myself to sleep.
i didn't sing it out okay!
anyway the lyrics from
seize the day came to my head.
it goes something like: "
seize the day or die regretting the time you lost, its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over."
the part i want to point out is the phrase in bold.
i guess it's really true, (though a bit exaggerated cause we're kinda young to talk about death)
but who knows when their time is coming? choy lah, i don't wanna die early but still cannot deny that there is a possibility.
as i was saying, you really got to seize the day or you'll have to live with it. i think it really applies now- jc life.
study hard to get good results, if not you'll regret for the rest of your life. because your results weren't good enough to get into a good uni (if i get into one at all, CHOY CHOY CHOY!) and you'll end up with a not-so-good job due to lower qualifications. okay i know that "not getting into uni = lousy job" is stereotyping, and may not be true all the time. and there are inspirational stories of people who only had O level qualifications and are now some of the richest people in singapore. but these people have something that others don't, like entreprenuership or creativity or what not. and if you're not lucky enough it may not happen to you.
heck, even graduates from uni with good qualifications are unable to get a decent job now.
all this is getting quite depressing actually so i'm going to stop here -.-
the bottom line is,
study hard people! you don't want live regretting.
so don't wait anymore, SEIZE THE DAY! :)
btw the song is by
avenged sevenfold and it's a really nice song! heh.
anyway, 4/4 chalet was fun :D
didn't stay overnight though, as much as i'd like to.
i would have, given different circumstances but yah.
it was really refreshing to see my old classmates again :)
btw
HELLO qiaoyu! hahaha :D
today had genex outing today, 27th and 28th batch :)
went to secret recipe for dinner, and
thanks janice for the wonderful gift! :D everytime i see it i will rmb you :) heh.
aft that the 27th walked around and ended up sitting at coffee bean to talk. and i bought belgian chocolate, thinking that there was no caffeine. but guess what? chocolate has caffeine too! so now i'm here :/
sometimes i wonder what i'm doing with my life.
okay random.
anyway i'm going school tmr to study
hope to see kaixian! :D
and i hope it'll really be productive.
alright, i think that this post is kinda lengthy so i'm gonna end here.
goodnight everybody!
SLEEP, HERE I COME :D
