Saturday, May 27, 2006;

o level chinese.

shit.
i only start to worry now.
i mean im not the like others who say they think they will fail.
because their possibility of failing is most probably non existant.
i actually can fail.
i've been doing so for the past 4 years anyway.

and when i say my chinese is bad, i mean bad, awful, horrendous. terrifying even. i dont think i can have a full conversation in chinese without pausing to ask for the word or totally give up and talk in english.

im only hoping to scrape thru. its too late anyway and im not gonna retake.
it'll only be harder. at least thats what they say.

think straight. sort it out.

watched x3 today. its was ohmywhatthebbq nice lah.
i wanna watch it over and over again.
just like potc.
i should just get both of their dvds.
and watch it over and over again until im able to quote from the movie like jessica. haha.

its easy to unknot one knot on its own.
but when there are so many knots
it gets tiring.
one after the other.
and after so long,
you're still not done.
you're not even halfway there yet.
so you just give up.